Today started off o.k. but then slowly went down hill.  I've been working so hard on researching adoption options & trying to find a way to fund it.  Making connections is good but so far not much has come of it.  I know its all new but I guess I expected a way lot more support than what I'm getting.  I'm quite disappointed actually.  I have so many "friends" that say they will help with whatever I need.  Well, when I tell them what I need help with nobody is stepping up or they don't want to do it. 
I was reading about adoption in Russia.  The agency I was reading about says that Russia won't adopt out a child to anyone who has/is on anti-depressant/anxiety medications or insulin.  How ridiculous. 
I spoke with the real estate agent that sold us our house & she knows a lawyer that is on an adoption board.  She said she would talk to him about us but I haven't heard back from her.  Gotta call her back....tomorrow.
On a good thought, ACONE has adoption workshops for $35 instead of that adoption agency in VT that charged $695.  I will be going to a few of those. 
I posted some of my moms handmade jewelery on my FB.  Hopefully I'll be able to sell some of it to put towards the fund.
And to top it all off, another workmate is pregnant.  This is the 5th one.  KILLIN' ME.  :(